Moo's Reconnected..

Wow... Its been like a year since i wrote in this pathetic blog.. So what have I been up to, I guess not much tough... Im now working at Hotel Intercontinental AS a waiter at Olive Tree Mediterranean Restaurant.. Pathetic right I know.. The pay sucks too... But well at least I have a job then to those who don't have any and wonder around orchard wondering what to d with their lives... Those MATS AND MINAHS AH BENG AND AH LIANS.... LOL sorry, its the fact... Met lot of new friends over the year and well to think at first that they wont last like most of my friends before but to my surprise well they actually stick on to me.... Through thick and thin... For almost a year... And I hope that will continue in the near future.. My family has been a pain in my crack! Especially my _______...... Have to beep that one out... I need to find a room to stay... Stay away from my Family.. Well maybe not stay away from them forever... At least not everyday I have to face them and their nonsense... And this year I have to do my reservist and it clashes with my birthday!! But no worries, I got a letter a few days back from the government saying that my reservist had been cancelled.. So, I can celebrate my birthdays with my friends and love ones... If I have any... I do hope he's coming... right...

What else has been happening to my life for the past year... Hmmm.... Oh yes... My first trip ever out of Singapore... My trip to Bangkok.. It was great fun.. Going out in the night to Dj Station and restaurant but it was to scheduled I dont even have time for shopping and visit any of the tourist attractions.. But overall I did enjoy the trip even tough its short.. Thanks Frans... My next rip will be on the Caribbean Cruise, if I'm financially secure, if not I'll visit the country of my dream.... Australia... The will be at the end of this year... Winter.. I know.. Stupid ya.... But I want to see snow...... LOL..... Well.... That's it for now....

Totsins <--- If that how they spell it in dutch
Bye
Lil Fizzzz Signing off......

Thank you...

(Moo's diconnected...)


for being there for me
for all the million hugs
for all the painful bites
for all the unconditional love
for all the muted care
for being u and only u
for having me
for showing me things
for lighting my darker nites
for believing in me
for trying to accomodate my nonchalance
for all the fights we've had
for all the words of reassuarance
for giving so much
for recieving so much more
for never walking away from me
for forgiving me so quickly
for trusting me
for your time
for that beautiful smile
for those gorgeoues eyes
for all the more intimate times
for waiting
for all the support
for being a gem
for trying to be the best u can be for me
for that shoulder to cry on
for the silent times
for those listening ears
for that heart in your chest
for that mind in your head
for sharing
for not probing
for breaking thru the barriers slowly
for all the memories we've created
for all the good times we've shared
for all the bad times we've forgiven and forgotten
for all the tears
for all the unexpected words and actions of love
for those teeth marks u left with me
and last but not least,

for wanting me about in your life till the end...

i want u till the end too...
no one knows wat the future holds but we'll weather the storms together and come through them stronger than ever...
i love u... no matter what happens or how many times we fight...
you'll always be a part of me. Always will be in my heart...
a fren i'll love till the end...

*HuGgZzz*










^AnGel's^ LovE...

Words of Wisdom

I often hear people say: "I have a decision to make, and i'm confused about what I should do."
That is rarely true. Usually, there is no confusion whatsoever about what a person SHOULD do. The confusion is between "what's to do?" and what he KNOWS is the right thing to do. For people of character, these decisions are fairly simple - they do the difficult but right things, and they suffer a few regrets...Some would say, "But its's tough!"Of course it's tough. Everyting worth doing is tough.
Getting intervewed for a job is tough. Running a marathon is tough.Getting a degree is tough. Losing weight is tough. Quitting cigarettes is tough. Getting off drugs or booze is tough. Maintaining a healthy relationship if tough. Resisting temptation is tough. Raising kids is tough. Writing back is tough.LIFE is tough. really, REALLY tough...And that's why character matters... :)

Happy Birthday Ayie!!

Hmmm... Where to start.. Hehe.. Got back from work yesterday and i dont have no time to lose.. Took out my water canister and ice box and chicken from the fridge (for my Team outing chalet - cum - my birthday) and as i was just about to hit the showers my mom told me that my grandma and my aunt bought me a present each.. You wont believe what my grandma bought me.. BUM briefs.. LOL... My aunty bought me a boxer... Pretty weird for a present but there is no complaints here.. Haha... My mom bought me a watch.. An adidas watch which cost her $200++.. I better look after this watch cause everytime my moom bought me one it will be gone in a few months... Lets see ya... HAHA.. So i hit the showers got change and headed to Audrey's house.. and man that water canister is damm heavy!! Plus the weight of the ice in the ice box makes my arms sore by the time i reached Audrey's house.. Then she told me to change to my short pants and t shirt so that i wont get all sticky and sweaty when we go to Seng Siong.. After buying the rest of the stuff, we headed back to her home get ready and we took the stuff downstairs and took a cab from there.. Lucky for us we can scrap up cash to pay for the fare.. The chalet was a two-storey where the bedroom is.. We lay around on the bed, ok wait sound wrong... you know what i mean ya.. She soon dozed off but i wake her up now and then by pastering her to make me a drink.. LOL.. IM EVIL!! Well i learn from the best.... Then Hasiq came... And Audrey thinks he's hot... Wait let me correct that... She thinks he's cute... LOL... We headed to Block L ( ours is at Block E-14 btw) to loan the bbq pit... Headed back to our unit and Hasiq has all the stuff neatly stack up on the bench... Hardworking this fellow but quite annoying.. He start the fire and soon after the fire is lit and we got to start barbequeing hotdogs and chicken wings... Its already 5 mins to 6... The rest of my work mates came at around 7.30 when they suppose to come the latest 7.... And as usual Cai and company went out to God knows where... It's 9.30 and the ice-cream cake that I made is melting... So we decided to cut it before it becomes milkshake!! after they sang me the birthday song, i cut the cake and Audrey took a handful of it and spread it all over my face and neck.. And the war starts the first person i got to spread the cake is Firdaus.. Man this fellow can run but nontheless i got him... Then its Hafiz A and then Rasul the new guy... And when i thought its all ove, Miss Teo pour chocolate syrup all over my head.. Kinky.. LOL... Come midnight its time for drinking the Bacardi which Hafiz A bought me as a present.. Then when i thought there is no more drinking i went to bed and lay my head.. I wake up due to Hasiq'a loud mouth saying that they bought a bottle a vodka... Music to my ear... Went downstairs and the session strats for the secon time.. Well i got it bad... And still had the effect now after a long rest... Well that's all i can think off... Im going to bed to rest my head....

Enjoy the pics of my team outing - cum - bday chalet at www.photobucket.com/albums/b70/m_ayie

Cheers!
Ayie

hmm.. its been quite a while since i wrote.. but still there is nothing interesting adventure happened.. well im not an interesting person haha.. well i watched the adventure of sharkboy and lava gal yesterday and it's quite good but most of the scencs are abit too cliche or its predictable.. and expect to hear some lame jokes.. well ive booked chalet for my birthday - cum - ord pary... Audrey JY Harlie and Rashad you are invited... hehe.. since im so called closer to you guys.. hehe.. its on the 31st of August at Costa Sands East Coast.. will give you the details soon... 6 more days and counting... haha i turned 21.. although some may say that i dont act like im 21.. too childish.. lol.. well that's the way i am... as childish as ever.. as fucked up as ever.. lol well i got to go... TTFN.... Ta Ta For Now!!

Kiss!!!
Ayie

sorry, i can't be perfect...

Dear Moo,

I'm sorry... wuff yew...





Love,
Doo





-=^A^ngEl's RamBlinGs=-

Well another day of nothing to do.. Alone at home with no one in sight.. And i hope that some one comes home soon course the emptiness of being alone in the house freaks me out.. And to think that i wan to live on my own in a big house.. Sheesh~! Just got home from yet another tiring day at work. The bed is calling me.. Arghh!!!I cant go to sleep now.. I need to be at NP at four and i didnt have my shower yet.. And if i take a rest on my bed man i'll be sleeping like a pig.. LOL.. Need to get myself a life and a job.. Will be ORD-ing (if there is such a word) and man imagine life would be if i dont get a job.. Was thinking of signing on as a AETOS officer.. But my passion in life is serving people.. Dont get the wrong weither ha.. I have worked in the service line before as a waiter, and pushing yourself to reach a customers demands is really exhilarating(pardon me if i spell that word out wrongly).. You know what i mean..?? Meeting all sorts of people and attending to them just makes me happy.. I dont know why.. Im pretty much a shy guy and i dont usually mix around with people that much.. Not that i dont try but i always make the person talk to me first before i talk to them.. HEHE.. and when the conversation keeps on going i felt a feeling that i have been accepted by this 'new' person i met and i mixed with him/her as tough i have meet them for years.. Dont ask why but its just the way i am.. And if you dont like well i dont lose anything.. :) Like i said to someone before, i can live life to my fullest with out friends that dont care or with out friends at all.. Haizz.. I dont care with whom i mixed around with.. But one ting i look out for is honesty in my friendship.. That is all that matters to me.. Well back to my job hunting.. Yeah AETOS is my other option.. But working with the government, espeacially the Police Force means there is so much thing that i cant do or go? Like geylang, (but what for i would want to go there??), nightspots and ill repute places.. Not that i cant go but whenever there is fighting going on i must get out of there before hte police comes.. Waste of money right.. But joining the AETOS is the best candidate for now..


Well i bought myself my own mp3 player a week ago i guess and Audry is pissed off.. Cause i used the money which supposedly to be use to pay my 3 month hp bills of $300 plus SCV Cable vision and Maxonline of $100.. Sorry Ah Doo~! Yes i pay for the cablevision and maxonline.. Want to wait for my brother to pay it will take months maybe years to pay them.. That's why i need to get a job soon.. so i can pay off these bills that i have to pay.. HEHE..

So that is one thing off my birthday list *grinzZz*!! Let's see... A digicam, a laptop there is do much thing that i want that i cant afford right now.. Which brings back to THAT'S WHY I NEED TO GET A JOB... LOL~!

Well i have get going and take a shower i i dont want Audrey to get pissed of for being late.. HAHAHA~!

See you lot later...

Cheers~!
Ayie Johnson <----- Just trying to pick a suitable English name for myself... LOL~!~!